A Moment of Suffering

This is a moment of suffering. This is a part of the story of my life. It's just one chapter. Different characters weave in and out of the storyline, effecting the plot--some in big ways, some in small ways.

In this moment, I attempt to transcend the subjectivity that I have as the main character of my story. I hope that by remembering that what I'm experiencing is part of a bigger picture, a bigger purpose, it might ease the pain of the moment.

I want to remember that my story is and will continue to be extraordinary.

I hope to remember that my life will be filled with kindness, hope, inspiration, forgiveness, beauty, positivity, personal growth, development, accomplishments and love, above all.

My job? Sitting with my emotions, not escaping them. I don't like it, it's overwhelming. So many voices clamoring for my attention like small children. I don't want to listen to them. It requires thought and energy. It will require me to learn how to manage them when all i want to do is have a clear head, peace of mind.